19 years of living.
Student nurse.

18th May 2012

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I want to die but I need to live.

21st April 2012

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derp

Ayaw nyo na masasaktan kami kaya di nyo na lang sasabihin. Tanong lang, why do it in the first place kung alam nyo naman palang nakakasakit? LOL.. Logic? anyone?

31st March 2012

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Reconsidering dreams as blurry as it may seem.

31st March 2012

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-_-

I’m alive and I’m just waiting to die.

24th March 2012

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I saw a girl this morning at the ER wearing her pajamas, she was talking to someone on the phone as she was pacing back and forth. I watched her for a full minute I think; at first glance she seemed okay, but if you really focus on her face you’d see the tears running across her face. I wonder who she is talking to, I wonder who is the person she was with that’s in the emergency room, I wonder if she lost that someone. Moments after she broke down and started screaming and pounding the wall and then the ground, I wanted to console her or do anything, I would want someone to hold me or just talk to me if I was in her place. How devastating it is if you lost someone dear. Value everyone for life is short the unexpected could happen any time.

19th March 2012

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Here today, gone tomorrow.

People who were close to two of my classmates died recently in two separate occasions, this made me realize how short life is. So I thought, If I were to die tomorrow I have wasted my life stressing over simple stuff, I have wasted all my life trying to prove something, I have wasted my life trying to please everyone.

For once I want to be free from these shackles that I have placed upon my own wrists, for once I want to live.

13th March 2012

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Positive thinking is thinking positively.

I will make my parents proud of me for once.

I will graduate! I will pass the nursing board exam with flying colors!

These things may seem impossible but with Him, I can do all things!

In Jesus name!!

5th March 2012

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What if you’re the right person but you have an impeccably wrong timing.

How unfortunate.

what if what if what if….

27th January 2012

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Though far from home

The hardest thing that could ever happen to you is loose an important thing because of something that you have no control over. These days make me miss you more, it has been a long time and I still can’t move on. I say I have and I say I am okay with whats happening to my life right now, but I am not.

The green and gold will always run in my veins, and this bitterness seem to not go away. All I could do right now is wish that I have you all of you entirely.But now all I can say is that I will always be a tamaraw at heart.

23rd January 2012

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I saw this extremely cute dragon plushie at the mall yesterday, and had that “its so fluffy I’m gonna die” moment and so this dad that had his kid with him over heard me shrieking like a little 2 year old and stared at me like I’m from outer space. What ? haven’t you seen a 20 year old young adult woman wanting to buy a stuffed toy?